Today, I caught a momentary glimpse of hope and humility. I am a being built upon a foundation of pride and resentment. That is neither natural nor right. I am in dire need of some entity that is both perfect and infinitely higher than myself. God the Father is of an incomparably higher status than I am to a cockroach. The level to which he humbled his son is utterly unfathomable. Without him I am lost. God have mercy upon me.